Coming Home
It's strange to think that tomorrow I will be going home for my second break. How has time goes by so fast? It feels like I just got here. Not that I have been here for 2 months. I look back at those 2 months and realize just how busy I was. It doesn't seem possible to be able to fit all of the things I did into those 2 months. This time around CR has really felt like home and I have come to the conclusion come June I am really going to miss Costa Rica. It is going to be great to be able to see family and catch up with people but I now know what it feels like to have your heart in 2 different places.
But God is good with his timing. When I booked my flights back in October to come home for this break He knew what He was doing when He had me choose these dates. The past 2 weeks have been kinda hard for me. My grandma has not been doing well and is now on hospice. It has been hard to be so far away when she is not doing good. I couldn't make a spontaneous trip up to see her while she was in the hospital. I have a feeling my trip home this break is going to be a little different than what I pictured. But God is good...He knew I would need to be home at this time. And as hard as it is going to most likely going to be I am glad that He has his hands controlling my life. God truly knows what we need before we even know it. I can't help but think of the song "Good Good Father".
God truly is a good good father. It is in these difficult moments being so far away from family that I am totally reminded that God is always there with me. When I can't fall asleep at night or when I'm having a rough day, God is always there with me. And I couldn't be more thankful for that! Even though this break might not be what I expected it be like I can always know that God is with me no matter what.
Blessings
But God is good with his timing. When I booked my flights back in October to come home for this break He knew what He was doing when He had me choose these dates. The past 2 weeks have been kinda hard for me. My grandma has not been doing well and is now on hospice. It has been hard to be so far away when she is not doing good. I couldn't make a spontaneous trip up to see her while she was in the hospital. I have a feeling my trip home this break is going to be a little different than what I pictured. But God is good...He knew I would need to be home at this time. And as hard as it is going to most likely going to be I am glad that He has his hands controlling my life. God truly knows what we need before we even know it. I can't help but think of the song "Good Good Father".
I've heard a thousand stories of what they like you're like
But I've heard the tender whispers of love in the dead of night
And you tell me that you're pleased
And that I am never alone
You're a good good father
It's who you are, it's who you're, it's who you are
Blessings
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